guys i got a new xanga visit me at http://www.xanga.com/private/home.aspx?user=Belongomon .

...yeaaa man!!!!! (in the voice of christian, who gave me that name in the first place) hehehe

"I need you like water, like breath, like rain. I need you like mercy at heaven's gate. There's a feeling in your arms that carries me through, I need you...." _Leann Rhimes

my world is not complete without him here. i miss my behbey... hopefully i'll get to see him soon.

Last nite i got "the call" from him and after long thought i realized that what he is saying is true. He does love me and he wants to be with me. The question is do i really want to be with him? im already in a relationship right now that makes me extremly happy so why go back. But with him i have history....loooooonnnng history. i guess ill just have to play it out and end up wherever my feelings and heart takes me. It's strictly on my feelings for one or the other not because i don't want to hurt my arch enemy because i don't want to do that to her even though HURT, PAIN, AND SUFFERING is the only emotion that she would love to see me in. but watever

its monday! read a few xanga pages some about PBL and other girls talking about WHY we went to PbL or that something is wrong with my neck and maybe i was looking at chris to see if he would say hi to me but i know i know the reason why he didnt say hi to me and i guess i understand. I changed what i wrote in here before because what was written in here was something that would have hurt someone's feelings and i really don't want that. Im growing up and need to understand that writing something like what was said before is not the right thing to do. i really don't want to transform myself into the type of person that we all don't want to become. i don't want hating and commenting on other people some hobby me and my friends do on our spare time. its just not worth it.

wow!! what a busssyyy day i had today... first i went to jomar's house for his graduation party. After that Brian and i went to Maureen's house for her Hawaiian party... gosh i WASN'T wearing a table cloth.. then off Chris, Nikki, Brian, and i went to Christian's party where i got to see Berba's broken nose aka "some pimple" on his face lol. i finally figured out what "S.P" and "A.H" stood for. Thanks Kevin and all i got to say is you guys are freakin perverts. Speaking of perverts.. as the guys watched some porn on television Kevin's mom comes walking down looking for Kevin in the middle of their porn fest. "Mom, get out!!!", yelled Kevin...hhahah lol...

my baby is leaving tomorrow for Wisconsin and im going to miss him. He's leaving me for 3 days.. booooooooooo!!! he says he's going to the "casino" ... yeah rite... jk i trust you baby .. have fun while stuck at home doing absolutly NOTHING..  its okay ill find something to do. I LOVE YOUUUUUUU BABY!!!!!